So here's an update on my life since I have not done any art in awhile or much of anything else rly.
Life fucking sucks right now
over the spring I learned My Dad has Alzheimer's. I haven't always had the best relationship with my Dad and likely never will but he's still my Dad and it sucks to know that one day he will not know who I am.
My mother also had a minor stroke not too long ago. Her heart is actually very healthy still and she is doing better but i still worry.
My best friend of of over a decade also moved away to Texas to be with their partners. I am happy they're in a better place and away from all the people who cause them a lot of grief, but I do miss them very dearly.
I also will not be seeing my 3 nieces this summer which is huge blow to me. I haven't seen my sister in two years and now my nieces in one and it hurts a fuckload. Especially because i know the cause and that makes everything hurt even more.
To sum it all up. I'm not okay. Some days are better than others but for the most part I've been in tears a lot more than I have been since my Grandfather's passing in '09.
So onto self medicating until I figure out a way to work through all this bullshit. Peace.